Ain't so cold no more

Hi folks!

These two weekends has been busy... hardly have time to settle stuff. Its time to make new/ meet old friends and hang out.







Started working weekends again...

Tiring shit!

Should be bz later too.

Shagged.

Oh yah, i dunno why i wanna post this but Sis Carol says that my qualities must slowly know one - cos i dun talk much. Does that mean i should advertise more? But i'm not really good at advertising myself thru words... lol

Blurs.

Life is short, make it shorter?

Yeah i do stand by my motto:

Life is short, make it shorter!

But please, do not misinterpret my words;

It means to enjoy your life to the max, even if it means to make shorter due to doing dangerous (but fun things like) extreme sports - like my Friend and BMT mate Jeremy Goh, who passed away after his boat collapsed after a Dragon Boat Race abroad. Do what u love, make your life count, don't regret while walking towards the light at the end of the tunnel or while lying down taking your last breath, that u did not do this, u did not do that.

Read this article about this Poly Girl, whom took her own life recently due to a broken relationship.

Kinda reminds me of my BMT mate, who also took his own life for the same reason.

There is no reason, to take your own life.

Don't be selfish, don't be stupid.

Think of your parents, your friends, your loved ones.

Who will take care of your parents when u are gone? Do they need to suffer the anguish just because u decided to end yours?

Even if u are beat down, abandoned by the one u love, do u really want to grant their evil wish to put u down? For me, living well is the best revenge. Show them that u can be just as happy, if not happier, without them.

Think about it before u do anything silly.

Please.

Reflections - 2009

Hihi.

Its been awhile...

I know i shouldn't have kept you waiting...

But i'm here now...

However, i'm not Britney Spears, just trying to Break The Ice...

Okie abit lame here but i'm bacccckkkk!!

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2009

2009 is coming to an end soon...

This is my reflections for 2009

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Paintball

Team Dark Militia

When we participated in paintball in some way or another, towards the end of last year, we would have never thought that we would be gathered like lost souls last minute to form a team for SPNS09... Through the combined efforts of BBen, SBen, Jane and Grant, we formed a team and fought our way onto the podium for the second runner's up spot at RD (Leg 1).

Come Leg 2 we were thrown into uncertainty as RD and PBAS took SPNS to a greater stage by taking the competition out into the heartlands. New bunkers, extra big spaces meant more running, more specific tactics, more places to watch out for. It took a toll on all of us as it showed during the competition - Weijun had to leave before quarterfinals due to illness, Cavin has a massive fever (got tonsillitis and MC-ed for 2 weeks), Rashid had a banged-up shoulder and was unable to play. The other team members were also suffering from fatigue from playing so much, so fast. All these factors combined to a lower placing than Leg 1. We fought to a gritty 4th placing in Leg 2.

RD and PBAS outdone themselves by securing new bunkers as well as the new location of the scenic West Coast Park. It almost didn't happen though, as the location was dependent on the number of teams joining Leg 3. Luckily for the paintballing community it did happen, and we were treated to seabreeze while playing paintball, a la Huntington Beach? Hahaha! We DMs were quite prepared for it although we were quite unsure if we wanted to join, as a few members are already playing in D3, some were thinking of giving paintball and their wallets a rest. We finally decided to make it a good one for what might be our last Singaporean PB competition. We are glad that we did, as we screamed and fought our hearts out with only 6 players and came home with a winner's medal!

We hope to emulate the success of one of our friendly rivals, the Singapore Contract Killers (runnner's up in D4 world Cup Asia) and make a name for ourselves by crossing over to Malaysia (either D4 or D3 still remains to be seen).

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Work

Its been quite a ok year for me at work, no hiccups and getting promoted to Senior Tech 3. Hope it goes well for me, next year aim for Tech 2!

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Studies

Its going well, only that i failed Engineering Maths and would have to retake them this sem, and that Applied Mechanics is not a easy subject to comprehend as well. Hopefully i can clear both of them with one shot.

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Love

Still no one just as yet, many have asked me to just anyhow find one and "chiam see tong" (no not the politician, but the meaning - as a stop-gap measure) as well as to "gain experience". Well in a way its true that i am prolly the least experienced in the ways of love but i believe it will come naturally from the heart and that someone will appreciate it. Saying that, i prolly need to find more activities which puts me in touch with more girls in order to maximise the chances of me meeting "The One" (no not Kiko!!). Bros, Sisters and friends. U peeps know what to do! Bring more gerls out! Can be friends even if does not suit me! Good way to widen my social circle too!

=P

[Edit: I want to congratulate Edward and Eileen, who are getting ROM on the 19th of December. Thanks for involving me in your proposal, and its a pleasure to help u guys do your video. Please forgive me if its too amateurish. Its kinda like my virgin video u knowwww~!]

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Bikey

I will be selling off the K7G6 and the wave soon, friends and relatives, please help me to keep a lookout if any of your friends wants to get either bike. I will be getting a S4 (full cash) for transport as i want to save more money for a car. Will be prolly getting a OPC as i have work and school on weekdays and driving will be a bitch. It will definitely go easy on the wallet too.

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My Wishes for 2010

I hope to:

Earn more $$

Get a Car

Find "The One" (NOT KIKO HOR!!!!)

Perform better at work

Know more friends

Thats pretty much about it, will add in more if i can think of any before it turns 2010. Hopefully these will come true in the oncoming year, well, as i always say,

HUAT ARRRRHHH~!

-Gene out-

Passion

After my accident, alot of people started asking me, how, still want to ride motorcycle anot?

Alot of people, from my parents, to my friends, my GP, even, my NP Lecturer.

The answer is yes.

Riding is my passion.

No one can take that away from me.

Sure, i do want to get a car.

Heck, i can afford to support a normal car - but the bike would have to go of course, i'm not a ASK. I wish i had a car when its raining, or after playing soccer or when i'm on the way to, or after playing paintball.

Cars are convienent, less dangerous, protected from the weather, but, nothing beats the feeling of fast acceleration, that wind blowing in your face, basically the freedom of, going everywhere and anywhere u like.

I'm a person who do not like to wait. I like my things to come fast and smooth.

I like to sleep in and still get to work on time.

I love the knowledge that i can be on time even though i'm taking the PIE during rush hour.

Some people might think i'm stupid.

Do so dangerous thing for what, broken bones, abrasions, pain, suffering, potential lost of life. Might as well just be a good boy, save the money, do decent work, take public, live a safe life like everyone else.

The problem is, i don't want to be JUST anyone else.

I want to be me. I am ME.

I want to have LIVED, instead of, and i qoute my cousin Cavin on this - " tiptoe-ing through life, just to find my way safely to Death."

Thats why i'm trying to try as much things as i can.

Going on trips, paintballing, heck, i'm going for wakeboarding come September with my colleagues.

Scuba Diving is prolly next if i can find the money for it.

To those people who just want to live a simple life, please by all means, go ahead. Do not think poorly of others who want to truely LIVE sometime at some point of their lives.

This is my life.

I choose how i want to live it.

If u have listened to Bon Jovi's Its My Life, u will notice one part of the lyrics goes like this - "Its my life, its now or never, i ain't gonna live forever"

I don't want to look back at my life when i am old and regret not to have lived my life on the edge, when my only bit of excitement comes from playing sudoku... Now how sad is that?

If anyone out there still think that i'm a bloody goondu, so be it. You lead your boring life, i'll enjoy mine.

Out.

感动天感动地

《宇桐非 - 感动天感动地》

又来多一个MV。

这首歌差不多（不是完全啦！）显示了我现在的心情吧。。。

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歌词：

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易

所以没有经过允许就把你放心底

直到后来有一天你和他走在一起

我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易

所以没有经过允许就把你放心底

直到后来有一天你和他走在一起

我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你

保持不被刺痛的距离

就算早已忘了我自己

却还想要知道你的消息

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

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只能怪自己吧。。。呵呵呵。。。

大妈的没事做玩起EMO来嘞？ 唧唧外外。

也许我因该post陈小春的神阿救救我吧哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！

我干吗一直用华文来blog呢？

FEELING 吧。

你就让我自我陶醉一下吧。。。

Enjoy！

Me, so far.

Sup.

Its been a boring and stressful few weeks, workload has been spiraling upwards and downwards so much that i have experienced stress, relief and boredom all in a period of a few weeks. Add on the stresses of school common tests...

Argh.

Have not been getting any paintball these days, missed soccer last week so there hasn't been any chance to have a fun workout and sweat.

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Things aren't all stressed though, the paintball's coming back, might have training in malaysia this sunday, looking forward to paint-ing (somebody).

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The planned track session is a go for saturday, less rainy weather which we have been seeing so much nowadays. Added my new Olins damper as well as had my suspension set. Hopefully can put my virgin Power Ones (tyres) to good use.

Heard Alyce buanged at PG yesterday, hope she gets well soon!

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Finally going on a short holiday, gonna be riding up to Cameron Highlands on the last weekend of july, which promises to be a fun and exciting ride, something which i have not done in awhile, so i'm damn looking forward to it. 40km's worth of corners, now, who won't look forward to that! If only i have a video camera to tape down the adventure... The digital camera's busted so i guess its gonna have to stay at home. Will some kind soul lend me his or hers? I promise to take good care of it! Going for the holiday would prolly mean that i would miss the class gathering which is set for that weekend. Sorry guys! Next year perhaps!

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Relieved to find out that i have cleared the Maths and Materials papers, with DC Circuits just taken last week, its 2 down, one to go. Come on! GIMMIE A PASS! Chose my elective for next sem which would (hopefully) be 3D AutoCAD which one of my classmate will be taking with me (hopefully)

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The lovelife, well, it seems tat i'm really getting left behind, Dave has a GF now (sip sip), Bear's going out with someone quite frequently (DAILY? WOW!), me, still alone, but not (THAT) despo though (YET, LOL~!), patiently looking. Both the above mentioned has promised help should they be able to provide it, i sincerely thank them, its good to have them as friends, even Marcus is trying to (sorta) help so "atas" (upz) for him too.

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Something's been niggling me, i might or might not blog about it next, directly or indirectly, so watch out for this space. I'm tired, sleepy, and i fear i might bore u to death should u read on, so i'm giving u a break, till next time.

Thanks for reading, as well as giving a shit about me.

Cheers.

I want to say something but i can't...

I want to say something but i can't...

It might be misinterpreted and big issues will form.

I best shut up.

It won't be the first time i'm misunderstood no matter how "disclaimer" my "disclaimer" is...

ZIP.

Ah.

Read this from Mel's blog...

I like this,
"But Stasi married a frightened, driven man who had an affair with his work because he wouldn't risk engaging a woman he sensed he wasn't enough for. He wasn't mean; He wasn't evil. He was nice. And let me tell you, a hesitant man is the last thing in the world a woman needs. She needs a lover and a warrior, not a Really Nice Guy. Her worst fear was realised - she will never really be loved, never really be fought for. And so she hid herself some more.

Years into the marriage he found himself blindsided by it all. Where is the beauty he once saw? What happened to the woman he once fell in love with?
He didn't really expect an answer to his question. It was more a shout of rage than a desperate plea. But Jesus answered him anyway, 'She's still in there; but she's captive. Are you willing to go in after her?' He realised that he had - like so many men - married for safety.
He married a woman he thought would never challenge him as a man. Stasi adored him; what more does he need to do? He wanted to look like the knight, but he didn't want to bleed like one.

If the man refuses to offer himself, then his wife remain empty and barren. A violent man destroys with his words; a silent man starves his wife.

Most men want the maiden without any sort of cost to themselves. They want all the joys of the beauty without any of the woes of the battle. This is the sinister nature of pornography - enjoying the woman at her expense. Pornography is what happens when a man insists on being energized by a woman; he uses her to get a feeling that he is a man. It is a false strength because it depends on an outside source rather than emanating from deep within his center. And it is the paragon of selfishness. He offers nothing but takes everything.

Why don't men offer what they have to their women? Because they know deep down in their guts that it won't be enough. There is an emptiness to Eve after the Fall and no matter how much you pour into her she will never be filled. This is where so many men falter. Either they refuse to give what they can, or keep pouring and pouring into her and all the while feel like a failure because she is still needing more.
The barrenness of Eve you can never hope to fill. She needs God more than she needs you, just as you need Him more than you need her.

'What if the relationship doesnt work?' he asked. So many men are asking the same question. Work for what? Validate you as a man? Resurrect your heart in a day? Do you see now that you can't bring your question to Eve? No matter how good a man you are you can never be enough. If she's the report card on your strength then you'll ultimately get an F. But that's not why you love her - to get a good grade. You love her because that's what you are made to do; that's what a real man does."

Ladies, only a champion may win you; only the most valiant, daring and brave warrior has a chance. Just as Jesus has won your heart, so shall the man worthy of you.

Discover and rest in the love of God. We are His beauty and the princess in the tower waiting for the rescue in our fairy tale : )

Something hit me.

Ah.

Do u agree?

Something new...

Being naughty...

Surfing, blogging, playing instead of studying...

Its too warm to study... i feel damn sleepy, but its too hot to sleep.

Its hottt in heeerrreeee....

Want to go riding, but i'm damn tired.

I'm bored, but i dunno what to do.

Feel like emoing, but dunno what to emo about.

I'm boh liao, what to do.

Added some items to my wishlist, bcos i boh liao.

I need something refreshing in my life,

something new.

What is it?

Memoirs of a belly busy guy

Zzzz

Been to busy(lazy) to blog, every weekend is packed to the brim. Its time to finally take a break, and recap.

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Aftermath of SPNS

SPNS was fun, with the field being brought outside of the paintball field over at RD for the first time in paintball history in Singapore. Almost every team was strengthened with players old and new, and i believe this is first time since the inception of SPNS that there are so many new teams joining, Rebels r Us, Seekers - Strike & Destroy, ARES, Five-O, Wargh!Cooks (though formerly known as Wargh!Nuts so they are not new, just new name nia =P), etc, etc.

Everyones' skills seemed to have improved by alot since the last leg, even the newbies are not to be underestimated, esp. the two seeker teams which have been training really hard, with alot of heart! Not that we will underestimate them, as we ourselves have had a surprise showing at SPNS Leg 1, where we (Team Dark Militia) came in 2nd runners up. A team which had never played/trained together @ full strength, a group of lost souls, newbies who have only joined the sport for less than 3-4 months, who were banded together, perhaps just to so called make up the numbers, surprised quite alot of the more established teams to come in 3rd.

This leg, although we only came in 4th, with just medals to show for our efforts, i'm still very darn proud of my team-mates, who fought on even though we lost one of our front players - Weijun - to sickness halfway through qualifying. We would then lose cavin and rashid later on during the finals due to Tonsillitis and shoulder injury respectively. Cavin had to soldier on with the high fever as rashid could not carry his marker anymore. That pretty much left us with four fit players in a five man tourney, and the lineup kinda picked itself without any chance of resting as we progressed until the semis and 3rd/4th playoff. I myself developed a big headache due to the heat and fatigue, and that showed when i collapsed on the team ground sheet after we finished all our games, with a ice pack to my head...

I guess cavin was the worst hit of us all, down with Tonsillitis meant a whole week of MC. Still i believe this leg of SPNS will only serve to inspire us to get better and achieve a higher position in the next leg.

Check out what was posted on other blogs about this event:

singaporepaintball.blogspot.com

joranatplay.blogspot.com

Team Damnation

Heres a HD video that Grant made using the videos that we took during Leg 2

Pics to come when i get them, there should be some good ones of me!



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Good Eats

Went Kulai Yew Meng after a really long time on 23/05/09


Favorite


Yet another favorite


All done


See? Finished!


3 Very satisfied guys


CH 5 got Fighting spiders, i got Building Mountains


Episode 1


Relaxing by the Dam after the good meal

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No pics yet - CAROL LAR!!!! SLEEP WAT SLEEP! T_T (Edit: GOT IT!) - 27/05/09

Visit to Himamori for Jap Ala Carte Buffet!


Whats for dinner today?


Posers always know when to pose, even while eating.


@ Simpang Bedok after dinner for some kopi.

Expensive but delicious! I was the only single around... XX WHY NEVER BRING YOUR FRIEND?!

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No pics as yet too - CAROOOOOLLLL!!! (Edit: GOT IT!) - 28/05/09

After Dave abandoned me for his mum (and quite rightly so i might add), Michael came to my rescue and asked me out for dinner. We ended up meeting Marcus and Carol with Roland and Matthew in tow. Destination was Bugis and Fish & Co was the makan place. Yummm... Good food 2 weekends in a row.


The whole lot

With no exercise.

No paintball.

No soccer (due to Roland getting injured by being sideswiped by a car at Bugis OTW to soccer).

I'm getting fat again. Can we have the soccer sessions again? (F**K Roland =P)

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Prelude to Common Test

Things are starting to heat up for me, as the common tests for the modules i'm taking are coming up next week. Well at least 2 of them are, the EVIL Engineering Mathematics and the very info(not to mention boredom) intensive Engineering Materials and Processes. The common test for Principles of DC Circuits is a further 2 weeks back, so that should not be a problem...

Is it me or is it getting hot in here....

STRESS!

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Crossroads

Theres some big decisions coming, different roads to take, hopefully i choose the correct one, dun want be "milopeng" again. Hopefully things will change for the better!

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With regards to...

- The last post - NO CONSPIRACY THEORIES PLEASE. EDITED!

- Crossroads - Will be revealed in due time when things are more or less confirmed, those in the know please keep quiet.

- Love life - No one just as yet, keep introducing them to me. MORE MORE MORE!

- O$P$ - Looks like my 200 bucks is gone.... totally no reply on the smses i have sent her. She could have told me that she got problem paying me back. I have no problems with that. 200 bucks, its quite expensive to know a person with a 200 bucks lesson. ^$^

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Thats about all i have for tonight, have a good week ahead.

Thanks for reading.

Nites!

Edit: Oh yah, i want to watch movie la deh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Edit no. 2: Pics added!

Heh. Alright. Almost.

Ehhheh.

Guess i scared a few peeps about my last post.

Just felt shitty last morning after i came home nuahing at Xing Wang HK Cafe @ cineleisure. Wrote a inspiring note to myself. Got too inspired that i immediately changed and went for a run before i went to work (OT).

The run was too fast, too furious. Going for a high intensity run without proper warm up and no sleep for the past 24 hours was stupid. I ended up completing 2 laps of high intensity run/sprint and going straight home. In the end i broke into cold sweat, felt faint and had problems bringing my heartbeat down.

Tot that i was gonna die like those people who just passed away while running. SERIOUSLY. At first i tot i was low on blood sugar so i gulped down some apple juice. When that didn't help i was like ah fuck it, i'll just go to sleep. If its gonna end like this its gonna end like this. Theres no escape.

Luckily i felt better when i woke up at 12pm. Needless to say i did not go for OT but i was honestly quite relieved that i'm ok. No more intense exercise while having less that 7 hours of sleep beforehand liao.

Met up with Dave, Marcus, Roland and Michael to go Malaysia for a eat cum CSS (Clear Carbon Session) at night. Marcus had a slight incident in which his back tyre got punctured immediately after exiting the Malaysian toll booths. We worked furiously (erm actually Michael - our RSM (Road Side Mechanic) - did) to fix the tyre for an hour before we could resume our journey. The return trip was normal with us helping our bikes clear their "lungs".

Roland and Michael went home as they got work today while Dave, Marcus and me went to our new "joint" to nuah and view scenery. The Xin Wang HK Cafe at Cineleisure. Talked alot of cock, the ones guys always talk about, job, army, gals, certain other disgusting things that still disgusts me even now (and i dun get disgusted that easily) while i am typing out this post now.

OH YEAH AND ONE OF THE WAITRESSES AT THE HK CAFE IS QUITE CUTE. LIKE HER SMILE. FOUND OUT THAT SHE IS AN INDONESIAN CHINESE AND THAT SHES YOUNGER THAN SHE LOOKS... Hmmmm...

=P

Eheh, feel like going for another run like yesterday morning before i go sleep leh. Abit scared like yesterday leh.

I guess, i'll just go to sleep. Busy day later. Morning cut hair, afternoon wash bike, at night watch movie and mebbie abit of LAN gaming with the cousin and friends. Perhaps can pop by Xin Wang again... =x

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Its like...

Zzz...

Its like its been quite awhile.

Its like just one of those times when u feel pretty sucky.

Its like for no bloody reason you will feel bloody emo.

ITS LIKE SHIT.

Its like you wonder why u ain't got no money.

Its like why you ain't got no honey.

Its like why you cannot be like somebody else.

Its like going on for 2 weeks, until after i had my paintball training.

And its like, poooff!

Anyway, the emo period is over now,

and its like, time for a recap for the past two weeks...

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Wednesday, 25th March 2009

Watched Bloody Valentine 3D with Pegs after work.


3D glasses make me so handsome. XD


Messin' around

Pegs was quite apprehensive about my suggestion to take photos of us with the glasses in the cinema but once she started, she couldn't stop.

XD

We aren't the only ones taking pics of ourselves though, the couple next to us promptly whipped out a camera after sitting down.

XD

BTW me and Pegs agreed that Bloody Valentine was not really scary although i did notice in the corner of my eye that "someone" got startled a few times whilst watching the movie...

XD

Pegs mentioned that i wore my Man Utd jersey everytime i went out with her... REALLY?! Didn't realise that. I guess i just grabbed whatever shirt i could find and left the house... never realised that! I'll keep a mental note of it, i promise.

A shopping spree in the works, perhaps?

XD

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Friday, 27th March 2009

Played soccer after work with the peeps. Marcus and Carol came down and joined us for the very first time! Carol wasted no time getting out her camera and started snapping away after our game. We then proceeded to restore the fats that we've lost at the newly renovated KKFC. The decor was nice but there was no more free drink refills... So sad.


Relaxing after the game


Tired but happy


Dave


Mortal enemies... we were on the same team btw... XD


Ruff Rider


KKFC

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Tuesday, 31st March 2009

Took a day off to settle some stuffs as well as to go and apply for my new passport. The old one was dirty, spoilt and running out of pages. Watched Paul Bart, Mall Cop with Pegs (I treated her to watch the movie with me -again- and she treated me to a nachos combo in return) at night. The movie was quite funny, although i didn't really enjoy the movie due to the emoing i was going though at that point of time. Pegs went to find her friends after that and i met up with the godbro - he was having problems - for dinner.

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Friday, 3rd April 2009

Went for my diploma orientation after work. Alot of peeps in different majors, mostly males, with a few China girls. I do not believe there is any SG gals. Not even an auntie. Guess there will be less distractions!



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Saturday, 4th April 2009

Paintball Training! Bruises come, emo go! Found out that Alicia will be joining us (Team Dark Militia) for Leg 2 instead of Mark who went off to join Team Kamikaze. -_-" Wished that the team was consulted before making any unilateral decisions...


All i need is a kiss from you, my dearest... Pain(t)Ball!


SPNS LEG 2 on 17th May 2009 @ Pasir Ris Park (Native Lawn)! Please come and support!

Had Arnold's with Dave again, wacked loads of chicken again (Dave's fault XD). Went to Cineleisure to la "Yuen Yang" (Coffee mixed with Tea) at Xing Wang (Hongkong Cafe). Roland, Michael and Leon came over to meet us.

Met Andy, My BMT mate after that (evidently he was also at Cineleisure and he saw me and called me) and we chatted for quite long. Roland and co went off to Jalan Kayu. Me and Dave would later move off to Yishun Dam where we were joined by Bear. Went off to AMK Mac after that as it was gonna rain. Went home around 4+ am.

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Sunday, 5th April

Did nothing for the whole day except wait for my new computer to arrive!


The new Razor Krait mouse! Very sharp! (pun intended!)


Intel Core 2 Quad


Cooler Master

Now my offical computer specs is as follows:

Razor Krait Mouse
Intel Core 2 Quad processor
Q9650 @ 3 ghz
4gb Ram
GTS 250 with 1024 Ram
160gb hdd for system files
1 terra byte (1024 gb) for misc files

WOOT! GAMING TIME!

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Thursday, 9th April 2009

Took halfday to go get my new passport, collection was fast as i had made an e-appointment at the ICA website. In and out in 15 mins.



Going out later with Eddie and Co to the new cinema @ Bugis - called Filmgarde i think - to watch Fast and Furious 4. Hope its nice!

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Found some additional SPNS Leg 1 pics...









Going out now to meet Eddie liao!

Till next time!

ITSSSS HEEEERRRREEEEEE!!!

YEAH.

ITS HERE PEEPS!

WOOHOO.

I WILL BLOG PROPERLY ABOUT IT SOON, I PROMISE.

oUtz.

Glee.

Weeeeheeeheeeee

/rubs hands in anticipation

*SLY SMILE*

ITS CUMMING~!

Ouch.

Hi,

took half day to come home earlier today, kinda had a minor accident at work so came home earlier to go see the doc. The forehead had a hole on it. The doc saw it and commented that he could not stitch it back as part of the skin was missing. Therefore prolly the only thing to do was to leave it. The doc was quite humorous as well as he said that it (the hole) could be added to my list of battle scars... Mebbie he thinks that i'm Harry Porter. Though my scar would not be like a lightning streak but is in the form of a Y... LOL! Mebbie i should find a nemesis or a GF whose name starts or contains the letter Y. Hahaha!


Above the right eye... Y me? LOL!

Below are a few ideas that i might be doing to my room... took these pics at IKEA on saturday night.


Frames?


Bedside locker


A LOCKER FOR LAPPY?


Nice way to stack the racks

Went to YS Dam to slack on sunday night... Was feeling boh liao so took a couple of pics...


Wave


Wave2


Wheres the sparkle of my life?

Haiz... "Y" i so unlucky?

Sickly week and yes, i'm yours...

Hi.

Its been a sickly week for me, started with a cough on monday at work which got progressively worse till i got home, after which i developed a bloody high fever at 38.2 degrees. Fell into a feverish sleep soon after.

Woke up on tuesday morning, still felt sucky. Measured my temp again only to find out that its gone up to 38.6 degrees. Fell asleep again after smsing my guys at work that i'll be seeing the doctor due to illness. Woke up again at 11 to see the doc and felt better after taking the meds. Nua-ed the whole day.

Wednesday came very fast and i went to work as usual. No problems except for the sore throat.

Thursday came and had flu. Had to work with tissue on hand to mop up my nose. Felt terrible. Was quite busy too.

Felt cheery on friday, as on all fridays, no illnesses today.

Saturday came and it was all good for the first half of the day. Went to Acer again to collect my portable disk drive, had dinner with my father afterwhich i met bear to go to ikea. That was when it started going bad. Had stomache cramps there and then. It got progressively worse throughout the night, rolling about in pain on my bed until about 4am when i remembered i got some pamacematol left over from my high fever meds. Popped a couple and fell asleep immediately.

Woke up to loud music, gongs and drums. Someone was getting married underneath my block. Felt better although there were still some cramping here and there.

It did not help when i saw the Manchester United vs Liver-poo score. Disappointing. Oh well, Championships are not lost due to a single match. Hope SAF and the team bring home to championship again this year so that we can get back at the poos and show them who's boss.

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On a side note: Still no sms... guess i'm not meeting her this week too.

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Another one of the "Bros" has found a girlfriend! I guess i'm the last of the lot... but i hope i'm not the least! :(

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Spent the whole day inserting tags for all the older posts... Added a few new songs to the playlist. Tired... mebbie i'll go back to sleep again. I wonder if i'll have the time to sleep when i start school next month. Night shift next week, perhaps i will...

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Jason Mraz: I'm Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my best test
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A lá peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

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Have a good week ahead!

a tint of emo, then no more...

Was abit emo this morning, listened to some sad songs and was feeling abit sucky. However, the emo-ness dissipated after i saw this video which a friend provided the link to...



Whats a little emo compared to the suffering that this guy has? If he can stand up without any of his limbs, why can't someone put his/her emo behind him/her and start afresh?

Upz for Nick Vujicic. U rock.

And please. Rock on.

oUt!

I'll be - Edwin McCain

Got this song from my colleague. Its good so i'm sharing it with you peeps!

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I'll be - Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

[Chorus]
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

[Chorus]x2
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

The greatest fan of your life

Personal updates

Aiyeeeaiiii...

Its that time again. =P

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Suey-ness...

Haiz... something happened to the bike again and i had to have it repaired... another bomb... T_T

Some fucker knocked down the bike beside mine and it fell on the K7 which i parked under canvas as it is my weekend bike. Came home from work to find the bike lying on mine. Set it upright again with the help of some neighboors and felt lucky that my bike had no damage. I then wiped the bike clean and re-covered it with the canvas. The next thing i knew, the bike was on the floor.

Damage to the bike: A broken mirror

Damage to my wallet: 100 bucks.

T_T

Ride also pay, no ride also pay...


Broken mirror


Mine is the second from the right


Back view


Suggestions i forwarded to the HDB. One of their peeps called me while i was sleeping on tuesday, promised to call back, and didn't. WTF.

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Wanna change new toy also too expensive to change...

Haiz...

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Rec-balled last sunday, saw someone interesting...

Found out later that she was already taken.

Boohoo.

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Someone smsed me a couple nights ago, but workplace was too noisy to hear the phone ring. Replied only after checking the phone before i got off. No reply after that, nothing until now... Wanted to call but...

Phone got disconnected after the stupid old brain forgot to remind me to pay the bill again. Bill is going up after getting the new phone... DAMN THE STUPID WIFI!!! GPRS!!! Not gonna on it anymore.

^$^ ~ Fly away!

Asked mom to go and help me pay incase i forgot again...

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Still haven't check my 10million toto ticket... -_-"

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Gonna take a day off work today...

Send in my particulars, settle my school fees and help bear bring his camera for repair. Think i'll send mine in for repair too. Been too busy to bring it in.

Will take the time to go and register for the singnet broadband promo with the free (ok not free, but at least i dun have to pay upfront - kind of free) lappy that i can use for classes when they start mid april.

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Finally gonna play street soccer tonight. Its been a long time... There wasn't any time for it since i got into paintball...

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Prolly gonna paint somemore on sat or sun...

Hee.

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Valentines' day was spent with friends, that kinda cushioned the niggling regret at the back of the head that i had to spend it with guys and not gals on VALENTINES' DAY... Grrr... EFFORT??? Zzzz

At least i managed to get it out of my system by playing paintball the next day...

I wonder what she did on Valentines' Day.

Heh.

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Someone borrowed money from me. Quite a surprise actually, did not expect that. I did lend the moola though. Even though my moola was already quite limited. For a friend, for a friend.

A friend in need is a friend indeed.

=D

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Feel like converting one of my shelves into a paintball corner like the bike corner i have now.


Pics of me on track


Nice?

I'll need something to hold my SPNS Leg 1 pass and medal... Ikea? I need more photos of me too... time to go RD and pose. LOL!

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Gonna get a new com soon...

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I guess thats about it... more to come i hope.

Good day everyone!

TGIF!

Titbits!

Hi peeps,

I'm home early! What a surprise yah! lol.

I haven't been home so early in weeks.

Anyways i'll be posting some (others still with Vivian) of the photos taken for the XMas party i had.

But first, i feel i have to reply to one of the comments i have in my CBox (the chatbox on the right) by Pegs as my reply would prolly be too long. =P

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Pegs: HAHA, you dun need another one to be happy..Friends and family can be enough! And you should treasure time alone too. I asked tt ques tt I asked EVERY GUY! HAHAHAHAHAHA..Gonna be les soon..=P

My Reply: I'm actually very contented with life right now, being busy on weekends, meeting friends, going places, playing paintball, going track with my bike. However, i feel that you are only half right when you say Friends and Family can be enough. Sure, i love my family and my friends alot, however, sad to say of cos, they can only provide me with so much.

Why do i say that? Can you tell your family or friend your deepest secrets? How many of your friends would sit by your side and hear your sob stories, lend u their shoulders to cry on (not that i do, i have up crying a long time ago. Its just a figure of speech.)? Even if there was, would u want to let them know everything? Your parents would prolly just nag at you (generation gap), you will wonder if your friends think that you are a bother or even if they would tell others what you have just confided in them.

I'm not saying that without "The One" i cannot be happy, i'm just saying that it would truely complete my life. Friendship, Kinship, Relationship. There are certain things u cannot do with your friends or family. Like sitting down at some beautiful beach, stargazing, soft music, exchanging sweet nothings, listening to the sound of the waves. Cannot do with your friends or family right? Imagine a group of guys or girls doing that. No "WUHEELING" ahh.

You spoke about treasuring your alone time. I do. There are times which i enjoy my time alone, doing my own stuff. However, i have grown to rather hate it as i have prolly been alone for most of my life up until now. As a single child, i have spent my childhood playing by myself. I was shy (still am, only not as shy as i was then), i dun have many friends (now i have alot! BLESSED!) so i dun get to talk much (which prolly is why i'm such a good listener =P). The only peeps i was hanging out with was my cousins (luv them deep deep arh). My parents are the type of people who dun go out much or socialise much. That culminated to me being the way i was.

Thats why i hate being alone, i love to have people around me, chatting, even just sitting down at coffeebean and watching people walk by. Kinda boring i guess, but beats being alone.

Whats up with the les thing sia. =D I think its a terrible waste for girls to become lesbians. Girls are for guys like me(ehhhhh machiam like wat sia =P HO MAN WOR =D) to be cuddle and loved. Girls with girls, not cool. =P So, dun be uncool. It ain't natural. =P

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Completed my reply to pegs, long ya. Sorry then haha. Quite sensitive topic loh =P

Anyways heres some pics for yall to munch on.

House Party - somewhere, sometime, some people.













Too many, so just a few to wet your appetite.

Next!

Track Session on 28 Dec 2008























Alright, thats enuff tibits for tonite, have a great weekend!