How strange it would be, to see me up and blog at 6am in the morning, on a weekday when i'm supposed to be studying? Ans: Not very, as i have just woken up due to an icredible dream and an evident need to pis* (arrr shit u didn't need to know that...).
Did not think that i would have this kind of dream anymore, esp when it has been so long that i have even smsed her, partly due to my workload and stresses as a student whom have signed a bond in order to secure a sponsored study and ensure a direct route to the aviation industry, and partly due to my own insecurities...
The dream is about someone whom i liked, a "long time" ago. One whom i have never gotten the chance to start anything with, till this day. It was kinda short, though i throughly enjoyed it.
We were at some place which i have no recollection of, and we were juz chatting when i suddenly pulled her close and kissed her on the forehead... Ah yes... the smell on her was heavenly and her skin was so smooth. I could almost smell and taste it.
The next scene had us running for the soon-departing MRT train. We got on and i seemed to have somehow accidentally kicked her in the kneecap. The next thing i knew i was slowly wiping her tears off and i started to carefully massage her hurting kneecap and, bit by bit, the pain eased and her smile returned... and i smiled...
Sadly to say, from this point onwards, i have either woken up due the need for a short trip to the loo, or i have forgotten how the rest went.
As i laid in bed, thinking about what had happened in my dream, wishing it was true, i began to forget even more of the fleeting dream, i started to debate with myself if i should blog this for fear that it would bring me ridicule, but i decided to put this down so as to better remember this beautiful moment and show that i am, afterall, also a mere human who dreams...
It time to wake up from the dream now, as i have taken one and a half hours to write this, and its time to prepare to go to school. Goodbye dream world, its back to the harsh reality with me, abd with that i leave you with the Chinese Saying of "人因梦想而伟大。。。" - Humans are great because they have dreams - keep dreaming and live your dreams! Good morning people!
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