Emomo..

Its been a lonely week for me, my shift was changed to a different one from my classmates since i transferred to final assembly. Same place but different people. Kinda needed getting used to again. The guys i have already gotten friendly with are now on different shift too. Furthermore this week my partner/mentor @ work got changed to morning shift this week for training leaving a new and inexperienced guy working and fighting on his own. Most of the time i'm doing my own work, only looking around to find people to ask how to do a certain part.

The lunches and dinners are cold affairs too. Sitting alone and having no one to talk to is killing me. The Filipinos are sitting in one corner are conversing in their own language talking about their own stuff, the malays are in another table talking about their own stuff. No chance to get near. Usually their table is full so not even a chance to get in lol. The breaks are better when there are more space to join in, only joke or chat with my colleagues once in a while. With the change in the break timings its gonna get worse. Most of my classmates doing only the morning shift are from composite side while i'm in the mechanical side. No more chance to meet.

On a more personal side, although i got to know a few more friends from the bike forum, they are all guys and i simply have no idea where to go to look for more lady friends. You know, although i do enjoy living on my own, doing whatever i want, i still crave abit of lovin' yah. Emomo... haiz... Had so many failures, i have stood up again and again. I hope i do not fall again cos i do not think i can dust myself off and get back up anymore. So pray hard i meet someone good yah.

For some people out there who just got to know me or even some of my close friends, this dun look like me right... Always happy, joking, strong, taking the lead even. There are always two sides to a coin, and this is the rare side of me.

On a brighter note, my shift have been changed yet again so i'll be back with my friends! I'm also having two outings this weekend, the Gixxer outing tonite and the Serangoon Riders outing tml.

Thats about all for this emo blog entry, gotta go sleep now. Tired.

TGIF!

Cheers and hope my "peach flower" luck changes for the better! Guys do not be selfish intro more gals to me so that i'll not be so emomo...

Good Morning!