Bewilderment...

Hi peeps!

I know i haven't been blogging recently, and i guess this would be the first entry for a very long time. Someone told me i should update my blog just this very afternoon, so here am i.

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Alot of things have happpened these few weeks, very happy things as well as a couple of things that had me bewildered as i cannot find answers to either solve or even little bits of infomation just to have grasp of whats actually going on.

I'm getting nothing through any source, external or internal. Its not that i'm bossy or angry or whatever, i just need something to calm me down, as in some indication that i can carry on working towards my goal or that i can put whatever i'm working on down and start anew. Be fair to me, tell me something. I'm prepared to put in hard work if i have to, wait as long as i have to, give up if i have to, just do not leave me in limbo. I'm not afraid of the dark, i just do not want to be left alone in the dark. Let me through and let me help, if not, let me go so that i can see the light again. I promise there would not be any bitterness whatsoever, neither would there be resentment. I will not scream, i will not shout, i will not scold, i will not argue. I'll just try to help in whatever way i can, whenever and wherever i can. Thats a Gentlemen's promise, Scouts honor.

I hope whoever's in charge of the information can let me have them soon, or at least a indication that i have to wait, so that this disturbed soul can, at the very least, be calm for now...

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I'm not sure when i would blog again, perhaps when i get more answers or more info. Anything that can settle me down. Do not worry for me my friends, Eugene IS, a strong guy that everyone can depend on!

On a separate note, just recieved news that the "suriviors of GASCA island" have indeed played their last round and will be crowned the winners soon. In laymen terms, it would mean that our contracts with AJI will soon be bought over by GoodRich Aero Structures Center Asia. Pending paperwork, of course. However, i will only believe it when we do indeed sign on the dotted line, and are free of the contract that binds us to AJI. Lets hope that day comes soon.

Do check my msn nick once in a while, new blog entries (should there be any), will be updated there. Meanwhile, i'll continue searching for my answers should they want come to me or if not, i promise i will soldier on with my life, and be the Eugene that i aspire to be!

Wish me luck. I hope i can find what i'm looking for soon.

Do have a good week ahead.

Goodnight!