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Its starting to get abit out of hand...
Someone obviously does not understand the statement i made earlier about not having free lunches. Anyway i do not intend to explain myself. Neither would i stoop to some lowlife's level of handling things by lying or insulting other people when they get sour grapes or something.
Does the other party really expect me to go crying, sad, depressed, EMOMO, suicidal? Nah, i'm better than that, sista! Yeah i cannot deny that i do have those emomo moments once in a blue blue moon but once i know that the other party is not appreciative of my efforts i will give up on that someone, as someone *smile* (<-- the actual facial expression la... -_-") would know.
Come on, seriously. Its only been wat, a week, two. TOPS. Do you seriously believe that within TWO WEEKS, someone u barely knew (Hmmm, i cannot remember... for 5 months?) was gonna fall head over heels for ya? I do admit that u are cute, pretty (as claimed), and i do have some feelings for ya. But ya are seriously not Feilica Chin (ooooh i like ;P) <--- nah, thats only a joke but if u are talking about a true RS, 2 weeks is definitely not enuff, if u get my drift. Seriously. No, I'M BEING REALLY, REALLY SERIOUS, STARTING HERE. There is something seriously wrong with you girl! First you start calling someone, get him to admit to liking you, get together, then ya spend a week with him, do not allow the RS to be known. Then u start getting emomo over some sms from your ex-BF, the next thing u start ignoring that someone and now ya are calling that someone who truly cares about ya "childish". You leave that someone hanging, waiting for your call, waiting for you to open up to him, not even bothering to tell him that the door is already closed for him. Now, who is the "childish" one, not me, perhaps not even u. Mebbie u are just taking me for a ride. I dunno. I dun care. Starting from now. Period.
For me, its very simple. Either u love me or ya not. Its ok. Really. Its that simple. I do not mind being called childish. I would say being childish is the best time of my life, worrying about nothing, dare to love, dare to hate. No false pretenses. No need to make life overly complicated. You'll live happier that way. Thats y i told u, if there is no way for us to be together, just lemmie know and i will leave, perhaps just a few Qs for me to make adjustments to myself so that i will not make those mistakes again for my next RS. Its that simple.
Ok la... the onus of this post is not for retaliation for what you have said, i meant everything i have typed in here, no malicious intent was ever meant or implied, so do not take it anyway other than its supposed to be, although i cannot make you feel that way if you decided to. Just take a minute to try to take in what i have said, use the best of that u have seen in me during these two weeks and understand the moral of the story. If u do not understand anything here please feel free to call, i will be happy to explain it to ya.
I wish that things would not have ended the way it was like that but it has, so no point dragging it any further, i'm still friends if u are still friends, but if ya decide to take it the other way so be it. I have said my piece and i will close this chapter right here, right now. I will not reply to anything that i feel is detrimental to my life.
With that, i end this chapter and i thank all my friends who were worried about me and have offered me advise on how to deal with the matter. Its great havin' peeps like yall around me.
Bye!
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