Saturday, August 29, 2009

Passion

After my accident, alot of people started asking me, how, still want to ride motorcycle anot?

Alot of people, from my parents, to my friends, my GP, even, my NP Lecturer.

The answer is yes.

Riding is my passion.

No one can take that away from me.

Sure, i do want to get a car.

Heck, i can afford to support a normal car - but the bike would have to go of course, i'm not a ASK. I wish i had a car when its raining, or after playing soccer or when i'm on the way to, or after playing paintball.

Cars are convienent, less dangerous, protected from the weather, but, nothing beats the feeling of fast acceleration, that wind blowing in your face, basically the freedom of, going everywhere and anywhere u like.

I'm a person who do not like to wait. I like my things to come fast and smooth.

I like to sleep in and still get to work on time.

I love the knowledge that i can be on time even though i'm taking the PIE during rush hour.

Some people might think i'm stupid.

Do so dangerous thing for what, broken bones, abrasions, pain, suffering, potential lost of life. Might as well just be a good boy, save the money, do decent work, take public, live a safe life like everyone else.

The problem is, i don't want to be JUST anyone else.

I want to be me. I am ME.

I want to have LIVED, instead of, and i qoute my cousin Cavin on this - " tiptoe-ing through life, just to find my way safely to Death."

Thats why i'm trying to try as much things as i can.

Going on trips, paintballing, heck, i'm going for wakeboarding come September with my colleagues.

Scuba Diving is prolly next if i can find the money for it.

To those people who just want to live a simple life, please by all means, go ahead. Do not think poorly of others who want to truely LIVE sometime at some point of their lives.

This is my life.

I choose how i want to live it.

If u have listened to Bon Jovi's Its My Life, u will notice one part of the lyrics goes like this - "Its my life, its now or never, i ain't gonna live forever"

I don't want to look back at my life when i am old and regret not to have lived my life on the edge, when my only bit of excitement comes from playing sudoku... Now how sad is that?

If anyone out there still think that i'm a bloody goondu, so be it. You lead your boring life, i'll enjoy mine.

Out.